Spiral
New York City, New York | Film Short
Drama, Experimental
Where do intrusive thoughts, imposter syndrome, and suicidal ideation come from? One young woman confronts her callous inner voice in order to finally overcome her self hatred.
Spiral
New York City, New York | Film Short
Drama, Experimental
1 Campaigns | New York, United States
66 supporters | followers
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$16,000
Goal: $20,000 for production
Where do intrusive thoughts, imposter syndrome, and suicidal ideation come from? One young woman confronts her callous inner voice in order to finally overcome her self hatred.
About The Project
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- The Team
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Mission Statement
The Story
Spinning out of control. Thoughts swirling around you and you can’t break free. Spiraling toward a tiny point in the distance, an end that never comes, a bottom that never catches you. A desperate and futile search to find the way out.
Spiral is about a young woman named Marina who is battling intrusive thoughts. At the end of a long day trying to ignore her callous inner voice, she finally confronts it and is surprised at what/who she discovers. It’s about finding a path to self love and healing, finding the strength to stop and ask for help, and putting an end to the constant thought spiral. Can Marina find herself in the every day struggle to stay alive?
This film will use a combination of traditional and experimental film techniques to make the audience feel like they are a part of Marina’s lived experience. Viewers will feel like they are in her mind with her, experiencing her intrusive thoughts with her.
Visual Inspiration: "Patriot" TV Show - Amazon Prime 2015
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Visual Inspiration: "The Skeleton Twins" Movie 2014
Director's Statement
This is a deeply personal and vulnerable story. Suicidal ideation is something that has just been a part of my life for as long as I can remember, in a way that I’ve never heard anyone else really talk about. My hope is to make a dent in the shame we all carry around this subject. Because that shame keeps those feelings festering in darkness. Instead of carrying hate or disgust towards people who feel the urge to end it, I’m hoping to bring some people over to the side of empathy and caring. The more we talk about these things, the less power they have over us. I also know some of my breakthroughs came from feeling like I wasn’t the only one. If I can make even one person feel less alone, this will be worth it.
I have spent over a decade of my career working as a script supervisor in every genre imaginable. I think the best films have aspects of many genres, but hold on to one overall tone. This film is a drama, with elements of horror, suspense, comedy, and experimentation. I want to make you feel something, as any storyteller does.
Because I have spent so much time working as a below-the-line crew member, I know how hard my team will be working for me and the value that they will bring to the production. That is why my main production cost is paying my cast and crew. Even with your help, I will still only be able to provide minimum wage rates, which is far below what these professionals deserve. My biggest concern, over everything else, is taking care of my team. I hope you can help me make them feel valued and appreciated. They deserve it.
Wishlist
Use the WishList to Pledge cash and Loan items - or - Make a pledge by selecting an Incentive directly.
Crew
Costs $10,000
My crew will consist of seasoned professionals who deserve to be compensated fairly. This number covers 3 days of 15-25 ppl at minimum wage.
Cast
Costs $2,500
My cast also deserves fair pay, and with this I can flesh out my team with talented professionals who can deliver dynamic performances.
Catering
Costs $2,000
Film production requires long days and I will need to be able to feed my team quality meals that keep them focused and energized.
Craft Services
Costs $1,000
Beyond the meals, a film crew needs to be provided snacks and water throughout the day to stay at the top of their game.
Location Costs
Costs $1,000
We want to find the best locations to give our film the right tone and feel.
Equipment Rental
Costs $1,500
We have access to a lot of equipment, but will still need to rent a few things like lights, flags, monitors, lenses, etc.
Production Design
Costs $1,000
The design of a film is integral to how it feels and the world that is created.
Festival Submission Fees
Costs $1,000
Each festival submission can cost between $50 - $150 per submission. We want to be able to submit the film to as many festivals as possible!
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About This Team
Kim Rideout - Writer/Director
Kim is a filmmaker, artist, and all around fool based in NYC. Their first short film “The Dog House” won the Adrienne Shelly Foundation Boston University Production Grant in 2012. They are now returning to writing and directing with over a decade of professional script supervising experience. They value stories that connect with the human experience, touch on real life topics, and bridge the gap between diverse backgrounds and lifestyles. In their free time, they enjoy reading, painting, hiking, playing video games, pretending to learn guitar, and working on the never-ending project that is converting a school bus into an RV with their husband.
Imdb: https://www.imdb.com/name/nm4897179/
Niknaz Tavakolian - Director of Photography
Niknaz spent most of her life with a camera in tow. She came up as a camera assistant in the New York film industry working on indies and then run and gun TV shows (on film!) and moved up the industry ladder to Steadicam & gimbal op while at times paying back to her roots in community supported media by teaching and mentoring young filmmakers. She’s an avid rock climber (outdoors!) and cyclist and sometimes makes film sculptures and experimental film with other people.
IMDb: https://www.imdb.com/name/nm0851598/
Danita Jenkins - Producer
Danita Jenkins is a dynamic creative producer who got her start as a production assistant and has been working her way up through the ranks for years. She has years of hands-on experience working on diverse film and television productions, and knows how to coordinate and motivate a team of filmmakers from start to finish. She's also an absolute queen.
Vivian De Voe - "Marina"
Vivian De Voe is a New York City based actor. In her free time she enjoys cooking for her friends, watching tv, and playing semi-alarming amounts of Fortnite. She is very proud of this project, and hopes you take it into consideration!
Current Team
Incentives
- The Story
- Wishlist
- Updates
- The Team
- Community
Mission Statement
The Story
Spinning out of control. Thoughts swirling around you and you can’t break free. Spiraling toward a tiny point in the distance, an end that never comes, a bottom that never catches you. A desperate and futile search to find the way out.
Spiral is about a young woman named Marina who is battling intrusive thoughts. At the end of a long day trying to ignore her callous inner voice, she finally confronts it and is surprised at what/who she discovers. It’s about finding a path to self love and healing, finding the strength to stop and ask for help, and putting an end to the constant thought spiral. Can Marina find herself in the every day struggle to stay alive?
This film will use a combination of traditional and experimental film techniques to make the audience feel like they are a part of Marina’s lived experience. Viewers will feel like they are in her mind with her, experiencing her intrusive thoughts with her.
Visual Inspiration: "Patriot" TV Show - Amazon Prime 2015
Visual Inspiration: "The Skeleton Twins" Movie 2014
Director's Statement
This is a deeply personal and vulnerable story. Suicidal ideation is something that has just been a part of my life for as long as I can remember, in a way that I’ve never heard anyone else really talk about. My hope is to make a dent in the shame we all carry around this subject. Because that shame keeps those feelings festering in darkness. Instead of carrying hate or disgust towards people who feel the urge to end it, I’m hoping to bring some people over to the side of empathy and caring. The more we talk about these things, the less power they have over us. I also know some of my breakthroughs came from feeling like I wasn’t the only one. If I can make even one person feel less alone, this will be worth it.
I have spent over a decade of my career working as a script supervisor in every genre imaginable. I think the best films have aspects of many genres, but hold on to one overall tone. This film is a drama, with elements of horror, suspense, comedy, and experimentation. I want to make you feel something, as any storyteller does.
Because I have spent so much time working as a below-the-line crew member, I know how hard my team will be working for me and the value that they will bring to the production. That is why my main production cost is paying my cast and crew. Even with your help, I will still only be able to provide minimum wage rates, which is far below what these professionals deserve. My biggest concern, over everything else, is taking care of my team. I hope you can help me make them feel valued and appreciated. They deserve it.
Wishlist
Use the WishList to Pledge cash and Loan items - or - Make a pledge by selecting an Incentive directly.
Crew
Costs $10,000
My crew will consist of seasoned professionals who deserve to be compensated fairly. This number covers 3 days of 15-25 ppl at minimum wage.
Cast
Costs $2,500
My cast also deserves fair pay, and with this I can flesh out my team with talented professionals who can deliver dynamic performances.
Catering
Costs $2,000
Film production requires long days and I will need to be able to feed my team quality meals that keep them focused and energized.
Craft Services
Costs $1,000
Beyond the meals, a film crew needs to be provided snacks and water throughout the day to stay at the top of their game.
Location Costs
Costs $1,000
We want to find the best locations to give our film the right tone and feel.
Equipment Rental
Costs $1,500
We have access to a lot of equipment, but will still need to rent a few things like lights, flags, monitors, lenses, etc.
Production Design
Costs $1,000
The design of a film is integral to how it feels and the world that is created.
Festival Submission Fees
Costs $1,000
Each festival submission can cost between $50 - $150 per submission. We want to be able to submit the film to as many festivals as possible!
Share this update!
About This Team
Kim Rideout - Writer/Director
Kim is a filmmaker, artist, and all around fool based in NYC. Their first short film “The Dog House” won the Adrienne Shelly Foundation Boston University Production Grant in 2012. They are now returning to writing and directing with over a decade of professional script supervising experience. They value stories that connect with the human experience, touch on real life topics, and bridge the gap between diverse backgrounds and lifestyles. In their free time, they enjoy reading, painting, hiking, playing video games, pretending to learn guitar, and working on the never-ending project that is converting a school bus into an RV with their husband.
Imdb: https://www.imdb.com/name/nm4897179/
Niknaz Tavakolian - Director of Photography
Niknaz spent most of her life with a camera in tow. She came up as a camera assistant in the New York film industry working on indies and then run and gun TV shows (on film!) and moved up the industry ladder to Steadicam & gimbal op while at times paying back to her roots in community supported media by teaching and mentoring young filmmakers. She’s an avid rock climber (outdoors!) and cyclist and sometimes makes film sculptures and experimental film with other people.
IMDb: https://www.imdb.com/name/nm0851598/
Danita Jenkins - Producer
Danita Jenkins is a dynamic creative producer who got her start as a production assistant and has been working her way up through the ranks for years. She has years of hands-on experience working on diverse film and television productions, and knows how to coordinate and motivate a team of filmmakers from start to finish. She's also an absolute queen.
Vivian De Voe - "Marina"
Vivian De Voe is a New York City based actor. In her free time she enjoys cooking for her friends, watching tv, and playing semi-alarming amounts of Fortnite. She is very proud of this project, and hopes you take it into consideration!